So it's time for Eve to put Adam to sleep
Lovely, lovely, love me
With dreams with drugs, with lipstick and la
rouge
Dolls – Gavin Friday
The pebbles hurt more each step, but
Sophie must keep going. The lights and sounds of drums and guitars get closer
as she approaches a wall that surrounds numerous buildings. The faint smell of
olives is in the breeze and the moon glows large above, lighting the large,
swaying palm trees. Shoes, she must find shoes. Motorcycles approach, drowning
out the sound of echoing guitars and ambient drums. She wants to go there.
The motorcycles slow as they near her.
She keeps walking as they ride up alongside of her. She can tell they aren’t
from here as soon she looks at them. Their colored eyes give them away.
“Pretty brave for a pretty one like
you to be walking into town.”
She takes off the glasses that cover
her own eyes. “Pretty brave for all of us to be riding into this town, isn’t
it?”
The bikers stop when they see she is
one of them. “You high or something, hun? At least let us drive you past the
walls.”
She nods her head, but not
reluctantly. She knows this will speed up what has to be done. “Green eyes,
I’ll ride with you. Let’s go to where that music is coming from.” She gets on
the back of the motorcycle of the other who has not spoken.
The three ride to the gate that is no
longer guarded. “Looks like these walls could come down at any moment,” the
blue eyes stranger says without stopping. They ride until they get to the
center of the city and find the club where all of the life seems to be.
“Thank you for the ride. Can I buy you
a drink?”
“You don’t even have shoes on. How are
you going to buy us a drink?” When they stand, they tower over Sophie, both in
worn leather coats covered in patches.
She tugs to straighten her scarlet
coat. “I threw my shoes at some women who accused me of being a whore.”
“So, you have money?” The blue-eyed
biker crosses his arms.
“Well of course. I got it from the
woman’s son. She wasn’t all wrong about me, but when she came at me with that
knife, I had to defend myself somehow.” She turns and begins to walk to the
door. “Come on beautiful creatures, are we together or not?”
Inside, the room is filled with a
pride of beautiful men and women, mostly with dark hair and eyes. The rhythm is
hypnotic and the lights intoxicating. Holding her head high with her two new
guards, Sophie walks nonchalant to the bar as many people pause to watch.
The bartenders, male and female, look
like glam rockers, trapped in this desert oasis. Boots, gold and silver pants,
swaths of bright makeup adorn them all. These people too look like herself and
the two men she met on the road. Upon further examination, Sophie realizes they
are all chained at the ankle.
“Can I get you something beautiful?”
Before she can answer, she sees him. The reason why she came to Reah lies
within an auburn-haired man surrounding himself with slaves. She makes eye
contact with him. He stands, shoving one blonde goddess out of his way. As they
move closer to each other, her two new friends attempt to hold her back.
“Do you not know who that is?” Blue
eyes holds her arm tight and pulls her back to him.
“He’s the reason why I’m here. We have
old business.” She pulls away but his grip tightens.
“We’re all in danger if he sees us
here.”
Sophie relaxes and moves closer to
him. “What is your name?”
“Caleb. What difference does it make?”
He lets her go.
“We’re not in danger anymore, Caleb.
You will both stay with me tonight. Here.” She takes money from her red jacket
and hands it to him. “Buy those drinks and then come and join us.” She places
her hands inside of his coat and around his waist. “Trust me.”
“Is everything okay here, Sophie?”
Behind her, Jude stands, his shoulders back and his chest forward, his hands
grace Sophie but grab Caleb at the waist. As he smells her neck, his words come out in an animalistic growl, “stranger, you’ve been taking care of my
girl?”
“Your girl? My friend and I found her
wandering the streets and …”
Sophie pushes Caleb away. “Why don’t
you get us those drinks?”
Caleb backs away towards the bar as
Jude puts his arms around Sophie’s waist. He whispers into her ear. “Let’s talk
my little watcher.”
They retreat to a corner where ears
cannot pry into their conversation. Brick walls, wooden benches, and beautiful
scarves adorn the area, making it semi-private. Before the bikers return, Jude
begins his litany of questions.
“So what number are you up to?” He
glides a finger down her arm.
“Five.” She slides closer to him and
weaves her ringed fingers with his.
“Which one of those is number six?”
“I just met them.”
“We haven’t seen each other in over
200 years, but Sophie, I’m sure nothing has changed. And what happened this
time?”
“I was worshiping others again. But
not really worshiping, that’s what the Thrones said before I got sent back.”
She looks around desperately for her drink. Caleb is busy at the bar chatting
with two of the bar maids.
“Did you take orders from them? Heed
their commands? Or, if I know you well enough, you desired yourself a little
Earth action by means of some biker bars and queen clubs. Don’t you ever learn,
Sophie?” His tone hints at disappointment.
“Learn what? How long have I been
doing this? I love being a watcher, I do, but sometimes I just need more human
interaction. Besides,” she places her hand on his leg, “I always know we’ll
help each other out.”
As she rests her head on his shoulder,
Caleb and the other stranger re-appears with buckets of drinks.
“Jesus.”
“Do you mind?” Jude balks at her.
“Sorry, picked that up from the Irish.
So ironic, isn’t it Jude…Anyway, how much money did I give you?
Caleb hands her the money. “Apparently
it’s no good here.”
Before Sophie can grab it, Jude has
the bills cupped into his hand. “You won’t be needing it anyway.” He throws the
money onto the table. “Sit, join us.”
Sophie takes a beer as Caleb sits by
her side. “So, green eyes, what’s your name?” She hands the long, brown haired
biker the beer. Both Caleb and Jude reach to get Sophie another drink, but she
has been them both and has grabbed her own.
“Sam. Glad we stopped for you.”
“Sam, Caleb, this is Jude and old
acquaintance of mine.”
Jude looks like a boy compared to the
muscular men. He nods at them with approval and folds his hands together.
“Before I show you where you’ll be
staying, why don’t you all enjoy some food and maybe some wine? Anything you
want.” He leans in closer to Sophie, “We’ll finish our conversation later.”
He brushes her hair behind her ear. This
simple action angers Caleb, who quickly stands to defend Sophie if needed. He
stares at Jude, his blue eyes screaming at Jude to move away from her. Just as
quickly, bouncers move towards them.
Jude puts up his hand. “It’s alright.
Everyone, relax. Let’s enjoy ourselves.” He walks away from Sophie and Caleb
without another glance. The bouncers break their circle of protection. Jude
pats one of them on the shoulder and places a kiss on the blonde slave he had
pushed away only minutes ago.
Sam moves closer to Caleb and Sophie.
He raises his beer to the other two, who join him and clink glasses. “Caleb,
watch your temper,” he breathes out in a guttural sigh. “And how do you know we
can trust this one?” He takes a long drink of his beer.
“How do I know I can trust you?”
Sophie waits for a reply. Behind and unbeknownst to Sam, a sultry woman with
hair the color of whiskey and deep taupe eyes has invaded his personal space.
“You look so angry. This is a place of
fun.” The shackle on her ankle would make anyone assume different, unless
that’s the kind of fun you’re into. “Come and drink with me.” Halfheartedly,
he follows the woman, his hand touching hers slightly.
Sophie sits again. Caleb crouches down
in front of her. He bows his blonde head for a second before looking up at her
with those sapphire eyes. “Who are you?”
For hours they feast on endless food, gluttonous amounts
of wine, and beer that is never ending. Everyone is free to dine, dance, and
entertain who is left after Jude has the doors locked. The lights remain dim
and the music just loud enough that you don’t have to yell your conversation.
The wooden benches have been pulled together, pillows and people are strewn
about. Everyone is languishing with full stomachs and careless with intoxication.
Sophie sits on the floor talking to a
woman. She’s animated in her responses and enthralled with what the woman is
saying. While Jude plays the consummate host, moving about from conversation to
conversation, Caleb watches Sophie from a safe distance. He watches her eyes
when she smiles true and notices that even though she is paying attention to
whomever she is talking with, she seems constantly aware of all of her
surroundings.
Proving this theory, she motions for Caleb to come and
sit next to her without turning her head. Before he sits, he grabs a half-filled bottle of red wine. The woman Sophie had been talking to gives her a
long hug before standing and then smiles to Caleb as he takes his places beside
Sophie.
Caleb places his worn black leather
jacket on the back of a chair not long after they were welcomed into the
establishment by Jude. His linen shirt, rolled at the sleeves, reveals his
tattooed arms. He offers Sophie a cup brimming with red wine. She quickly puts
down the glass and touches the tattoos with her soft, inquisitive hands. Her
fingers trace colorful stars, a red dragon, a cross…colors thoughtfully
designed, each inked permanently onto his olive skin for a purpose. She
switches to the other arm, not asking any questions, but dreaming what each
image and word represents. She works her way higher up his arm, pushing the
sleeve past his elbow.
While Jude continues to listen to an
animated storyteller, his watchful eye remains in their direction at all
times, as if Sophie were magnetic North. He gradually begins to move closer as
Caleb unbuttons his shirt. Just as Caleb slides the shirt slightly past his
shoulders, Jude awakens the room from its dream-like state.
“Everyone!” He shouts as he passes by
Caleb. As he does this, he pushes up the corners of Caleb’s shirt to re-cover
the exposed skin. He places his hand around Sophie’s waist and pulls her away
from her trance-like wonder of the stranger. “We must begin to move along for
the night. It will get dangerous as the sunrise approaches.”
“But that’s hours away, Jude.” Sophie
protests as she turns her head to Caleb, who is clearly annoyed as he puts his
jacket back on. “Please,” she turns to Jude. Without further heeding, the
slaves and others who have been drinking begin to clean up. The lights are
blinding as they are turned on, one by one.
“Sophie,” Jude places his hands on her
arms and tightens his grip on her, “You’re getting close to that one. You know
you always get hurt when you start to pay attention to them.” He pulls her
closer.
“Why do you care?” She stares at him
with an unwavering glare.
A dog barks outside and silences
everyone.
“He never barks. Come, everyone,
follow me quickly.” Jude frantically rushes towards a back exit and hold open a
door. “Go past the potter’s field, on the right, there is a house you can all
use. But you must go now.” Everyone rushes out the door and into the darkness.
Sophie catches up to Caleb but she is stopped by Jude before they exit. “Place
your coat on the door so I know everyone is safe. And here…” He takes a knife
from his pocket and hands it to her. “You don’t have your heels to throw at
anyone, so you should have some protection.” She pushes it back to him and
shakes her head no.
Caleb takes Sophie’s small hand in his
as they run across a field, past burned out buildings, and finally to the house
that will provide them refuge. No one speaks as they listen to make sure no one
is following. It was a risk coming into the walled city, and even more of a
risk to be out so late. One by one, they stream inside the large house. Once
everyone is in, Sophie removes her coat and places it on the doorknob before
closing the door. “Let’s
get everyone settled.”
In the darkness, the now tired crowd
finds their resting place for the night. Some go to rooms, others couches, and a
few take their respite on the floor. The house is damp and getting colder even
with more people inside. Sophie walks to a fireplace and begins to prepare it
for a fire. She kneels and cleans out the hearth.
Caleb kneels beside her. “Please, let me help.” His large
hand moves hair away from her face. “Maybe you can find a room for us
upstairs.”
He takes off his coat and places it
around her shoulders. “Why do I feel like I’ve met you before?
Sophie looks at the floor for a moment. “Another life?”
She looks up to meet his warm gaze. “I’ll go find us a room.”
Upstairs she finds an empty room that
leads to the roof. She opens the creaky doors and lets in the fragrant dessert
air. Smoke from the fire that will soon heat the house winds its way up the stairs,
mixing with the fragrance of the desert. She walks out onto the roof, the city
asleep except for a few wandering souls. In the corner, she sees what appears
to be a shower. After days of traveling and running away from angry mothers,
strangers, and herself, Sophie takes her clothes off, leaving a trail to the
shower.
She turns the handle and steps
underneath the chilly refreshing water. Sand and tears are washed away and into
the drain. The moonlight cascades down upon her radiant skin. The chilly blue
light glows off the water. Her eyes closed she hears footsteps. Caleb
enters the cozy, dark room and places a bowl onto the bedside table. He takes
off his linen shirt. “I found some food for us in the kitchen. That girl was in
there cutting Sam’s hair. This has been one crazy day.” And then silence. Caleb
peers out the door when he can’t figure out why he hears running water.
Sophie turns when she hears his footsteps pause. Their
eyes meet but differently than before. Naked and with no shame, she stands with
the moonlight bathing her. After a few moments, Caleb bows his head. “I’m
sorry. I shouldn’t…let me get you a towel.” He turns and looks around the room
for something for her to dry herself with. On his back is a large tattoo of an
angel in black, sitting on the ground, wings bowed. As
he looks around the tiny room for a towel or a blanket, Caleb doesn’t realize
that Sophie has turned off the water and is standing nearly behind him. It is
only when she is about to touch the angel on his back, that a drop of water
from her hand startles him.
“I didn’t mean to frighten you.” She
takes a robe that he has found in a drawer. As she ties the robe around her
waist, she asks, “Why an angel?”
He shakes his head and walks past her
onto the roof. “It’s silly, really, it’s nothing. He sits and bows his head
into his hands.
Sophie sits in front of him and takes
his hands off his head and weaves her fingers with his. “Why is it silly?” His
hair hangs, hiding his eyes, but she tries to tilt her head to see them.
“Because...” he finally looks up at her
and his breath is taken away. In front of him, minus the wings, he sees that
exact pose of the beloved angel that is etched into his skin. The moonlight
makes a silhouette of the angel in his dreams. “It’s you.”
Tears begin to stream down Sophie’s
face. “None of this makes any sense.”
“Please don’t cry. I can't believe
I’ve found you. I can take care of you. “He takes her face in his hands, his
thumbs trying to wipe away the tears.
She stands and walks away from him.
She wipes her face with the robe. Caleb stands and walks to her. He puts
himself between her and the edge of the roof.” Sophie, why are you crying?
We’ll make this work.”
She shakes her head no, the tears not
stopping. “You don’t understand. I wasn’t sent for you. I’m here because I
wasn’t doing my job.”
He takes hold of her arms.
“I’m a watcher. Instead of watching, I
was too inquisitive, got too involved." She pauses and sighs before taking
a deep breath to continue. "When you get sent to earth in your flesh, we
have to feel the sins before we can return. When I've learned my lesson, I go back."
“This has happened before?” A flicker
of lightning lights the city.
She laughs, "A few times."
She turns away from him. "But this time is different. “The lightning
flashes again, met by a thunder through the valley.
"You want to stay this time,
don't you?" The thunder rumbles throughout the valley. When they think it
ends, the rumble of motorcycles can be heard nearing their safe house.
"Don't you?" He yells over the approaching sound.
As the lights near the house, Sophie
runs past Caleb and downstairs. He follows, passing by those who gathered for
safety. Most are unaware of anyone outside threatening their security and stand
in the hallways curiously. Sophie gets to the door, making sure it is locked.
The motorcycles stop as they reach the house.
"I am sure they are not
here!" Jude's' voice bellows outside the door.
"What is that on the door?"
The voice gets closer.
"That is nothing. Well, it simple
is to tell some of my customers where they may go and enjoy themselves for the
night."
Inside, everyone listens to the
conversation as Jude surprisingly tries to dissuade the gang from breaking down
and charging inside. All is silent as everyone is afraid to breathe. One of the
bikers turns the ignition key but only slightly, until the sound of Louie
Armstrong’s trumpet breaks the silence as the radio is turned on. Others heed
the example, and they mount their motorcycles. Suddenly, as the gang seems
to be convinced that they can leave, the brown-haired vixen who was cutting
Sam's hair earlier rushes the door. Caleb and Sophie try to stop her from
opening the door. As they hold onto her and begin to drag her away, Sophie's
hand securely over her mouth in case she decides to scream, coins fall only the
floor, breaking the silence of their secrecy.
"Maybe we will take you up on
your hospitality then," they all hear a voice say from outside.
"Take her away, keep her quiet.
Sam, help hold her with Caleb. I will talk to them." Sophie sternly but quietly issues orders to the men. The time she is taken away to a back room and
the time for the heavy thumping on the door seems like hours. "You all go
back into your rooms." She shoos the groups of curious onlookers, just as
in danger as herself.
She tousles her hair around her face and opens her robe
enough to put on a show for the prospective guests. Upon sighing, she opens the
door, just as the man begins to bang on it again.
"It's a bit late, isn't it? Even
whores have to sleep." They stare at Sophie, who taps her fingers on the
wooden door. "Are you here for business or are you looking for one of our
customers?" She manages to only glare at Jude once, who looks impishly
pathetic next to the men who even make Caleb and Sam look like boys.
"If you don't mind," the
garish man who is still holding her red coat, walks closer and begins to push
the door open, "we'd like to take a look ourselves." He pushes Sophie
aside with no effort. Behind him, a band of equally large and somewhat boorish
men, and one woman, follow as everyone shrinks back into the doorways that they
are hiding in.
As they begin to evasively walk
through the house, a serious of muffled screams and then someone falling can be
heard in the back room. Before anyone can even move, the women they had tried
to so hard to conceal runs into the leader.
"They're both in the back!” She grabs onto the
leader’s leather vest. Caleb walks into the room. Sam follows him, glaring at
the woman who has betrayed everyone.
“Are these the men you’re looking
for?” Jude sheepishly can be heard from behind the wall of bikers. “These men
are, are locals. They have done no wrong.” He shakes his hands in the air like
some kind of Sunday morning evangelist trying to save everyone through
donations.
The woman points her finger at him. “And this one here,
this Jude, he sleeps with that man over there and still goes home to his wife
every night.”
“Everybody knows that, Delia. Just,
whatever you want. If you want to take those two, take them away.” Jude’s
reddening face is covered in sweat as his eyes shift to each person in the room.
Sophie rushes toward Jude, who pulls
out the same dagger that he was going give to her a short while before. He
points it at her. “You can start all over again. Like you always can.”
Caleb inches out towards the centuries
old acquaintances.
“Take them away!” Jude yells at
the gang.
Sophie grabs for the knife but is
pulled aside by one of the men. At the same time, Caleb rushes trying to
protect Sophie, only to collide with Jude's knife. Everyone’s breath escapes
them as he falls to the ground on his knees. Sophie turns to see the blood
running down his chest, the knife still in Jude’s hand.
She runs to him, his head on her chest
as everyone watches. Sophie brushes his hair away from his face and takes his
bloody hand. “We’ll find each other again.” Jude is led outside before Caleb’s
last breath. But no one missed the wailing, sobbing cry that escaped, half
human, half heavenly to a love found and quickly lost.
Water. Running water. Everything is
white. Sophie is showered by a light that lets her know she is no longer on
earth. It’s viscous, like water, but breathable and pure. She opens her eyes to
see one of the Thrones keeping a watchful eye on her. They are non-human
looking, more of a presence of light void of a face. Sophie nods as she is
overcome by sadness. While the light is to cleanse, she can’t forget the
feeling of Caleb in her arms. It wasn’t like any time before when she held
someone in her arms. Emotions she never felt, a connection to this human she
didn’t know were possible…
“Sophie. You know I didn’t mean it.”
Jude approaches her. He too is cleaned and in the watchful eye of the Thrones.
First tears, then when he approaches, she bangs her fists on his chest.
“Hey, it’s not all his fault.” Caleb
enters into this vast room, cleaned, healed and without his biggest tattoo. He
stretches his arms out for Sophie, who wastes no time running to him.
His arms encircle her as she vows to
never let go of him. “I think I have a few questions for you.” As she looks up
at his blue eyes and smiles, the light pulses at them and Caleb covers his
ears.
When the pulsing stops, Sophie takes
his hands off his ears. “You’ll get used to it...if you want.”
“Who are they?”
“The Thrones, like head angels. Think
of them as Supreme Court Judges.”
He tilts his head. “Have we done
something wrong?”
“I did. I had doubted, “she pauses,
“doubted all of this.” For a millennium I have been interacting with humans. But
I always cursed God because I thought he sent me on hopeless and frustrating
assignments. When you get punished, you are banished to earth until you commit
and understand the wrongs of the seven deadly sins.”
Caleb shakes his head in utter
confusion. “I don’t understand, Sophie.”
“I had never understood wrath until
your heart stopped beating.” I had finally understood love and then it was
gone.” When you understand love, you understand the human race and what other
emotions are fueled by it.
Again, the light pulses and this time
Sophie covers Caleb’s ears. This time, the lights fade and the three are left
in a sterile room. Jude walks over to Sophie as Caleb takes her hands in his.
“I guess this is goodbye again.” Jude
bows his head to them. “They’ve been waiting for you here. You’ll do a fine job
with Sophie as your mentor.”
“I get to stay?”
Sophie shakes her head. Caleb looks at
Jude. “And why do you have to go back?”Jude
folds his hands in front of himself. “I only get to stay here briefly, to help
others make the final transition back here. I served my purpose and if I have
to pay for what was destined for me, so be it. But, to me there is joy in the
presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents. I'm not talking
about who sleeps with who or who evaded their taxes. I mean the real sins,
hate, revenge, murder. Which, by the way, we're okay? That wasn't supposed to
happen."
"Yeah, it's fine. I mean, I get
to stay here and help people and be with Sophie. I have a lot of questions now,
like who exactly you've done your repentance with the past." He smiles
and nods to Jude.
"All things must pass,
Caleb."
"And you know how it annoys me
when you quote George Harrison as your own gospel." Jude turns and walks
away from Caleb and Sophie.
"So, when I met you yesterday,
what did you say about some guy's mother."
"You know, let's get you
settled."
Caleb puts his arm around Sophie.
"So, what were you doing picking up strange women along the side of the
road?"